I want happiness. love love. crave peace. I'm thankful for love, because it's all that's keeping me afloat right now, while I wonder what the fuck happened to my happiness, and while I crawl to search under large rocks, looking for my peace.

so this is what I'm going to do.

I'm gonna do me. because at this point, now, more often than before, I look up and wonder, "what the fuck am I doing?" this shit right here makes no sense. shit is running counter to the essence of who I thought myself, want myself to be.

and
it's not
working.

so back to basics.

back to me.